You tied the noose then left me hanging
You pledged for days then changed your aiming
You point your finger loudly blaming
You have no proof for what you’re claiming

Your youth is gone, you’re well past ageing
Your actions don’t match words you’re painting
And every step you’re proudly feigning
I don’t believe a word you’re saying

© Delia Ross. 2020 / @poeeternal

To be honest, I think rhyming gets me off. I get euphoric after I’ve pieced together a decent story. Sure, writing is hard. Rhyming is harder. But you wouldn’t see it that way if you saw me in a dizzy spell writing, sometimes pieces come together so quickly. Or the fact that I live and breathe rhyme 24/7. I think I might have an addiction, albeit, is it a healthy one? I literally write anywhere, and while doing everything. Sometimes I force myself to stop writing and other times I think I’ll never be able to write anything ever again. But alas, I’m still rhyming *sigh* and have been since the age of 12. I fell in love with poetry in the 3rd grade though, when I read an Emily Dickinson poem (I talk a bit about that in my thank you video on my Patreon for my patrons who join, so the video is still there if you are my patron and overlooked watching it. It’s been there since the beginning of my campaign). Anyhoo, sometimes I think I don’t have a drop of rhyme left in me. And then it is flowing out. In heaps. Like lava. And often with tears. My rhyme contains my soul. I lived in a very abusive environment as a child and writing became my escape. Writing was my coping mechanism. And still is of today.

My attempt at “But is it art” below… (but is it art was a saying me and my best friend used to say all the time when we’d fuck shit up. Like once, we redid a chair by putting our handprints in paint all over it graffiti style and writing “but is it art!?!). She died by suicide and I’ve never been the same. But all my attempts at art end with, BUT IS IT ART!?!

Bath + snaps
Bath + snaps
But is it art?
But is it art?
I nearly didn’t share this for a number of reasons. But here’s the thing, I don’t want fake boobs. I like feeling things. Might account a tad bit for my poetry. But for real, I’ve had many guys complain that my boobs weren’t fake. Had a guy break up with me in my 20s over it. And I have been peer pressured by society and men to get plastic surgery that I don’t want. I also breast fed an entire year, I have natural curves. And I don’t want to replace my sex organ with plastic for many reasons. I could have made my nipples harder I suppose, so hence ‘soft nudity’. I wasn’t trying to be vulgar or even sexual. Just existing in a hot bath and trying to capture my soft curves. Attempting to be artsy. Instead, I worry now my boobs aren’t sitting in their best, upright position. They don’t meet societies standards of perfection. I’m tired of feeling things though so maybe I should start getting plastic surgery and fake nails and fake hair and fake lips and fake eyelashes and fake tans… throw a fake personality in there too. ((Also if you’re one of the guys who’s ever put my body down… fuck you))! For real tho… desensitized nation 101. I’m not a model. I’m not a porn barbie. I’m a warrior poet, dig? Just trying to find myself and keep 100% authentic & real. I feel like I’m heading towards a dire ending like Edgar Allan Poe though. Cursed. It’s in our blood… I hope someone enjoys my little attempt at art in isolation. If you don’t like my body or my art, join the long line of boys who also don’t. I can’t be bothered with shallow waters any longer. Evolving into a better me slowly as my body is dying. Keeping my mind in a nurturing environment. SELF-LOVE.
The same vid as above but with different effects. But is it art?
I never knew how hard wet hair can be to manage when it’s this long and wet and also heavy… (no filter). I really wish I could upgrade and get some decent camera equipment and lighting. Someone join my Patreon or make a donation please lol I need new editing software too!!! It’s my birthday this month!!! 😍
That’s all for now. Can’t do much in quarantine. Trying not to catch the plague. Trying not to die by depression. Missing gig life to the full. No birthday gig this year!!! 😭😭😭

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Hello Farewell

Fairytale or nightmare
Heaven or hell
Common man or devil
This time I can’t tell

Leisure or battle
Sickly not well
Poison or apple
To leave or to dwell

Whole or a sample
Free or for sale
Space or a shackle
Real or a spell

So many I tackle
His shit I can smell
Tongues full of babble
Be quiet or yell

Fist or a grapple
Satin or shell
To flee or to straddle
Correct or misspell

Stand still now or paddle
The boat took a swell
Clear thoughts or to channel
Hello or farewell

© Delia Ross. 2019

Dropped spoken word of this on my Tuners account 👍

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Love Story

It’s a love story from the dead to the dead
Rotating cyclones of he said, she said
It isn’t what I meant here’s what I mean instead
Constantly sending each other gifts of dread
You wanted to be heard, now your face is turning red

But I’m sorry, you’re sorry, it’s all we ever had
Now we’re feeling worse, we are always feeling bad
Our circles quickly dropping unless we stopped trying to add
Try to greet you all and you respond like you are mad
I’m certain all I wanted was for us feeling a tad less sad

Actions and words never meeting in the middle
And every single wound leaves us all so very brittle
Consequences come at you hard to read like a riddle
But everyone thinks they know how to love just a little
You swear it isn’t you but here it comes another missile

I know we’re all in hell it doesn’t take a degree
You’re always on the run, you barely ever take a knee
I know I’m paranoid the devil’s always after me
Blinding us with hate or lust I can’t convince you all to see
I’m just curious if any of you really do feel free

You build these walls and cages but who do they protect
You haven’t convinced me that your life is so perfect
I wonder if any of you clearly understand yet
It’s doubtful though so I’m passing on this bet
I’ll try again and maybe this time I will be more direct

Okay another verse, perhaps a message you can understand
None of this can work if we don’t give a helping hand
I live here, you live there, we all share this land
Love is not something to hoard, set it free unmanned
Love it knows the way so let it lead our command

© Delia Ross. 2019

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I do have a niche; it’s poetry and spoken word and I want to start using my TikTok to do more spoken word so I just need to forget about the view counts and all the other fucking bullshit that goes with it – like the fears of no one watching what you do – the fears of people commenting negatively (but you can actually turn that feature off but I don’t want to) so I’m going to try to get more involved with my TikTok and my Twitch

I can’t do much else right now

The ticker (heart) ain’t doing so good

I wanna make videos. All sorts of videos. Not just spoken word.

Some may be good and some may be terrible but I’m just gonna keep at it

It’s all I think about: making TikTok’s



He keeps me in his pocket
A picture in a locket?
Cuz lately I’m part comet?
Or maybe where his heart’s at?

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

So I still own my domain and it’s paid up thanks to my patrons but I am still looking for a place to rehome or start again.

Once that is sorted I can connect my domain!

Until then, I am still dropping poetry here!

Thanks for checking out and supporting my work!

I appreciate!

I’m going live on Twitch today! NLT 6 pm EST (but maybe a little sooner)!


Full link: https://www.twitch.tv/poeeternal

This dude went to jail for not cleaning up his property after the city granted him several extensions to clean it

I didn’t know things like this happened to people

I’ve been living in fox holes so 3 billion people could hoard



For you, I’m beholden
Spirals of death
Maybe golden
But I’m still flowing
In a clutter
Slowly going
Dimly lit
But I am glowing

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

I’m watching a show on hoarding in the middle of the night and it’s almost midnight and I’m going to get a snack so I might turn into a gremlin

Snacky time


There’s a good chance I might not pull through

Chest pains are more intense, prolonged, followed by intense frontal lobe headaches, and then a deep slumber.

Just woke up

Not sure how I’m still alive

Pushing myself too much

Not trying to discourage people from getting vaccinated but I had underlying health issues, and the full risks were not disclosed

The rare stuff is what folks need to know

I was gaslit and peer pressured to get vaccinated

The only reason I did not want to get vaccinated was because I had underlying health issues

I could’ve taken my chances staying unvaccinated but continue practicing social distancing and wearing my mask and being an introvert

I didn’t have to risk 40+ years of my life

The only reason I’m still alive is because the universe is keeping me alive and because he did something to me when I was in a lot of pain

He did something to me when he visited me like the holy fucking ghost

He did something to me that night, he kept me very euphoric and the nights following and like he’s the only reason I’m still alive

The only thing I want more than anything in the world is to die in his arms but I’ve also been pushing everybody away because I don’t want them to see me dying

I don’t want anybody to see me at my worst

But I’m really scared and I think if I had a plot of land and a coffin already, it would be less scary.

I’m living Edgar Allan Poe‘s life

The chest pain that I’m having is more intense

I might not survive this

I could go into cardiac arrest at any time

I’m 42 years of age

I’m not prepared to die

But I could

And one day will

And now maybe sooner than later

Please come lie next to me 😑


He leaves me clues confessing
They could be lies to keep me guessing
There’s trouble around always pressing
He’s pouring poison on the gauze I’m here dressing

© Delia Ross. 2020 / @poeeternal

I dropped a few of them thangs that I can never remember the name of even though I’ve studied poetry all my life. 😑

Another freestyle rhyme


When you are a warrior, but sustained a wound
When they utter hero, but you have no tomb
When they yell it’s summer, but you’re stuck in doom
When you really need him, but don’t know what to do

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

Babe, I kinda need you to be the strong one right now and make practical decisions

There is a time in The Matrix where Trinity takes a hit to the heart. Uhm, hello.

Knock knock, Neo. Wake up 👀


When he says he’s full
But comes back for seconds
When he draws a plan
But never changes his methods
When he’s seen it all
But it’s just nightly rejections
When he’s looked beneath the stone
But worships all imperfections

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

Uhm, I want to do all the things with you and all at once. 👀

Sometimes I am a speed train

Heading right toward you

Without brakes 👀


If we’re going to be able to take them down we need to use a major event to do so

so when Apophis comes in 2066 to change everything and the 1% begin to rebuild

you need to take them out then

you need to be ready then to take them out because they’re going to try to rebuild by using that fucking Bible again and the same tactics

Using your humanity against you

Your fears


Pay the church!

Repent your sins!

Build more golden churches!!!

Free the people!!!!!

Uhm what? This isn’t freedom!

Stop gaslighting!

“Privacy act”

They use adverts to invade our privacy

To track our every move, learn our habits

They create the sickness and the pretend cures

Most of the things being sold to you in advertising are actually terrible for your body or the environment

More often than not, many buy from spam accounts or rip offs

This has become the norm

I have to pay WordPress to keep advertising off my blog and I have to pay WordPress to post fucking pictures or video so I can be seen and I’m tired of it and their plans are expensive, their customer service sucks, they don’t actually ever help you with anything if you need something done, they send you to a walk-through area to do it yourself, they literally sit on their ass and do nothing.

Wix.com is still around and I can move my poeeternal domain there come the time or wherever I rebuild my website

My patrons covered the cost of my domain for the year – and I’m grateful for that – but there have been a lot of changes since the updates on WordPress that I don’t like.

And there have been many glitches on WP. Many.

It was just getting to a point where I was dreading opening up WordPress, I was dreading having to use that particular platform to push out my content.

I really need to start using my Patreon more – instead of this platform.

And I just refuse to turn my Patreon 18+

I want my writing and my content mostly to be all ages.

I am currently drifting

Not giving up

Stay with me wherever I go

I woke up and I still love you 👀

I don’t need a reason 👀

All my atoms are connected to you

You pull me in like gravity

Or magnetism

I just want to be with you wherever that is

I don’t give a fuck about fancy things

Your kiss is worth more than gold

And I’d even include air because I just can’t live without you



Can I be the soil under your roots?
Or the vine that’s growing our sweetest fruits?
Can I be the voice that settles disputes?
Can I be the rug you toss your boots?

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

Uhm, I love you 👀

And, we deserve a chance to fuck everything up


And you can toss your boots at my pad anytime


I mean kidnap me 👀

(Compatibility 100000000000%)


What oft do you find here in my ruin?
Why do you return?
Do you know your eyes are glass to peer through?

You leave your book of lies outside the door
Open pages torn
I suspect the leaves are growing disdain
I feel the same

You know there is love beyond these doors where none can enter
Yet you crawl in
Sometimes barge
With flowers in your arm

I’ve replaced the door with claw marks
Scribbled madness
Or a protection code?

I’m dying
And you’re the reason I’m still alive
Yah know?

They call it will
Biology bleeding out of me
Atoms dying

We’re spinning 2000 light-years closer to the center of a black hole

Apophis has been here before
And will again
And once again

The end isn’t happening overnight
But in long, slow riddles under midnight

I don’t want the worst getting the best shelter

And I’m a mole for disaster
The fucking end is what I’m after

I’m not a robot and I need to dysfunction
Just like a black hole and a star in conjunction

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

FYI: I only need your arms.

But, if contact is impossible because we live in different dimensions or realities, or because we don’t live in the here and now, could you just put me out of my misery?

Like a lame horse?

Because I literally don’t want to live for anything or anyone other than you.

And pizza

(But don’t let Jupiter or the tacos know) 👀

End All

To the world a punisher
Made of iron, “the resister”
But he needed more from her
Maybe love as his governor
He has the key to enter
It would end all winter

I feel the motion
Of time
And you
Flowing like an ocean

The air is toxic
And care
It just isn’t there

I’m slipping
Detachment from feeling
Or maybe why I’m reeling

I hear
The words, the lines
They’re still not appealing

The tears
They just never end
And written text
He won’t ever send

I’ll make dying an art as he slipped the blade from earth’s heart 💔

The continents may be fractured but now they have a chance to part

Is the Great Filter in our rearview?

What if we are a chance encounter?

Are you an interstellar comet?
Fixed beneath promise
Drifting between done it?

Glowing pink hues
Maybe it’s just vomit? 🤔
God’s sick of promise?

1900 miles from ordinary
1900 truths from where I’m cold and buried
Underneath the shroud
Burden is all we carried

I’d jab out my eye with this broken crystal ball

I’d rip across the flesh but I don’t have the gall

It seems I know most, or, I don’t know at all

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

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The community care was approved – now that the holiday has passed – people are back to working but at a “I don’t give a fuck” snails pace. 😑

They gave me a list of providers who could do the test locally – and I opted for one that had “heart” right in the title.

That clinic is suppose to call with my appointment time – but said it can take a few days to call.

Many veterans die while they are on a waiting list to be treated.

It’s just a fact.

I tried to push through and get a set done last night and wound up falling asleep. 😑

My heart isn’t functioning at full capacity.

The “tiredness” I’m experiencing is cardiovascular related.

Essentially I’m dying but my heart is superwoman! 💪

I just wanted to leave my house last night and shoot some film but my heart couldn’t take it.

I couldn’t even finish the set.

I’m sorry.

I guess it’s a good thing I’m not in a relationship right now, how embarrassing would that be, I could be having the greatest sex of my life and suddenly I’m sleeping on him. 😑

Like oops sorry babe I’m still dying 👀

Just keep going 👀

You’re the only thing that feels good 👀

Or makes the heart feel better 👀

I love you

So don’t wait years that I don’t have 👀

Notes in Private

I send him notes in private
And even with the wind hailing
All is quiet
Dancing solemnly
Outside a riot
No normalcy
Chaos our diet
We sail the sea
Like we’re compliant

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

Home is wherever you fall at my feet

And nobody else can produce these chemicals that you put in my brain and release at light speeds into my heart which makes me feel whole and complete


In fact, if I see an account show up on the Instagram Explore feed, I’m gonna check to see if the content belongs to them (they will usually say “DM for credit or removal” – so that means the content is used without permission – otherwise known as plagiarism) or if it is any kind of “Pay to Promote” account – I’m not going to like or comment on the post, instead I’m going to the 3 dots at the top right of the post and clicking on “Not Interested” instead

You can’t match my level of petty hoe


But for real, let’s weed them out

You don’t need to pay to get ahead or to be seen

You don’t need to pay to be an ambassador for anything

You don’t need to join someone’s Patreon to be seen somewhere else on a platform

These are spam accounts in pretty packages

ATM fees bye bye

I drove out of my way on Sunday, to visit the bank to withdraw funds – but that option wasn’t even available.

You could only view accounts or make deposits. Nothing else.

Lots of banks are open on Sunday – for a few hours – but not Suntrust.

They don’t have real time banking either so if you make a transaction on Friday after 5 PM, it won’t update in the system until Monday 9 AM – unless it’s a holiday – you’ll have to wait you know for it to fucking update the following day.

So it’s Sunday and I’m driving out of my way to visit the bank to make a withdrawal from the ATM because I know that if I make a withdrawal from any other ATM I will be charged a ridiculous fee even though I can transfer funds from my PayPal to my bank for pennies

So I use my gas to drive to the physical location to use the ATM but they won’t even give me the option to remove any money that I know is in my account – for whatever reason – the option to withdraw funds just isn’t there. No explanation.

And there’s no way it could be that the ATM is without money – especially after they charged me over $120 in NSF fees’s because I negatively withdrew my account over a small $27 in charges.

Banks made over $19 billion alone in 2019 off of charging people for tiny little mistakes like that.

But I wasn’t even allowed to pull any money out Sunday so I had to go to elsewhere and and I got charged an ATM fee for that

So not only did I waste my time and my gas money to drive to the bank that I entrust my money to be – there was no option to even pull any money out and now they have the audacity to charge me an ATM fee for using my card elsewhere.

I’m sick of these rich sneaky fucks doing this shit.

Don’t sit there and act like you don’t know that this is causing problems for people

A three dollar charge here, a three dollar charge there, and these motherfuckers are getting rich off of us, it ends now!!!

I am so glad I am hooking up with Chime and dropping traditional banking!

These assholes need to get in the bottom of the sea

And dieeeeee

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They know we live paycheck to paycheck, they know all this!!!

I’m agitated that I can’t even drive to my bank to withdraw money and then they had the audacity to charge me a three dollar ATM fee and they just charged me over $120 in NSF fees – they can get fucked!!!

All traditional ways of living ends now!!!

The annual rent increases for no reason whatsoever need to stop!!!

Wake up America!!!!!

It’s time we stick together and weed these spam hungry money mongers fucking out!!!!

Drop your traditional bank whether you wanna help me earn 75 bucks or not!

You should help your other fella fucking Americans! $11 billion in NSF fees during a pandemic in 2019 alone!!! Get the fuck out! They haven’t even reduced their NSF fees during this pandemic and not only did I fuck up over a tiny amount, I couldn’t pay it back as soon as they wanted me to do so they charged me another $35 for that but then I can’t even go withdraw $30 from the ATM on Sunday and I had to go somewhere else to use my card for medicine and now I’m getting charged $3- these assholes can get fucked!!!

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I really wish someone would’ve invited me to Chime so we both could’ve earned $75 but I’m giving you the opportunity to earn $75 if you at least receive $200 a month in direct deposit you’ll be able to earn it!! 🥰

And I just got off the phone with PayPal who highly recommend Chime and say they are great and PayPal has even already done deposits into my Chime and Chime has already deposited that money back to PayPal so I know those two are connected safely now and I wish my employer would be the same way but I just have to safely wait to make sure that my direct posit has gone through safely before I close down my SunTrust. 👀

And that is one thing I always tell people, don’t close down your old bank until you know everything has transferred OK!

Best tip and piece of advice whenever changing from one bank to another.

And why are you so scared to try Chime or to drop your traditional bank?

I’m never looking back!

You shouldn’t even be trying to save a savings through a traditional bank, it’s fucking ridiculous y’all!!

Wake up!!!! Knock knock!!

The system is rigged



Everything boils down to narcissism and gaslighting. And the game IS rigged so the rich stay rich and the poor stay poor. The rich get rich off of lies. Drop your traditional banks. Drop your credit cards.

Even if you attempt to live free, you still won’t be able to save a penny to get ahead.

Guess who is to blame? Go on. I fucking dare you to see the truth.

Open your eyes.

It’s nice to see that others finally are.

Heavens Harp

Why do you come peering through the night, like a pink moon full, breathing through the clouds?

You are a bull, stampeding through my nightmare.

I have grown a sullen child.

You bring thunder and rain like crayons for me to play.

But all toys fade with the sun.

You’re a wildcard.

A rare stroke of luck in the midnight hour.

I call to you in dirty bathwater.

When eyes look of innocent rage.

You are the shape in the cloud that gives me hope.

Your thunder is heavens harp.

I want to catch your lightning and store it in a jar.

I call them sun rays.

You’re why the earth sways.

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

Are we like string theory, connected to everything? Cuz we’re not attached. Yet we are one? 🤔

But I don’t even know you. You don’t even know me. I can’t live without you. But you can. Or, am I the reason you come up for air? Can’t breathe in hell? 😑

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The Exodus

Call me the exodus
It is the next of us

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

– woke up still wanting to walk away from everything and welp these lines –

Maybe I identify as Moses? 🤔

So I get to wander around the desert for 500 years freeing the people but then I’m not allowed into the fucking paradise? 🧐

That sounds exactly like something a narcissist would write 😑

I’m gonna burn it down

The establishment

The 1%

All if it

I might not be alive for it

But the revolution will begin in my name

“The Enlightened One”

It begins now

Population control


It’s especially concerning because my bloodline is Native American and my grandmother had 12 children

Could you imagine if those same laws were imposed here and my grandmother didn’t have 12 children? That means my mom would’ve never been born and neither would I and maybe that would’ve been a slight fucking miracle because she didn’t want me at all but my grandmother taught me how to be a good person and how to cook and how to love and how to garden and she was basically my mama

The root of all evil actually starts from over there and I really want to build a fucking wall and make America the way it really should be – the land of the free – not the land of slavery so India can sit back and get rich and DO NOTHING but impose more rules to enslave you – End it says “23,000 Indian millionaires” have left their own country since 2014.

Yeah they come here and take all our jobs and never give us proper work breaks and increase our rent every fucking year for no reason other than to take our fucking paycheck

I don’t like where the world has headed.

I don’t want to play the money game

It would be nice if I made enough to cover my main cost of living like my rent but I barely get enough support to cover my website and operation domains

And I’m still called a Golddigger

Even though 99% of people around me want everything for free

Stop gaslighting

I made a mellow TikTok

I made another TikTok – with the intention of adding spoken word – I could not sort how to adjust the audio – so did not add my vocals to the NIN track – but I mean, if Trent Reznor is okay with it… 👀

I did however learn some more editing and filter tricks – for this mellow TikTok 🤪



Keep the mask, wear it a crown
Stitch it to the weight that drags me down
Watch regret filling up the mound
You made me the last to come around

Put a cover over sun
Blame the past for all you’ve done
Inventing endless problems to cover one
Subtracting the solution like you’ve won

© Delia Ross. 2021 / @poeeternal

Censorship VS Transparency

See, this is why I already like the Twitch platform and I do plan to start using it more once I get my master bedroom set up the way I want and move my TV and my gaming system and everything back here

I’ve been getting hit on Instagram about my posts not being seen by other users because of my background music – so thank you Twitch for letting me understand what Big Bro has been doing to my account.


Instagram has become a dreadful platform to use. Not only do I have to worry about my content being erroneously reported or having to fight the algorithm bots, but now I’m dealing with even more censorship because of the background music I chose to be playing when I’m dancing or working out.

Street teaming was once glorified and now you get in trouble for it literally!!!!

It’s nice to see though that Twitch is actually upset that Big Bro is messing with peoples accounts like that even though this isn’t Instagram or Facebook, it’s Twitch.

But it also means not every company or app is bowing down to Big Bro.

My new free OF is still pending – and I intend to start using Twitch to livestream more – even for the nights I’m gaming. I had Twitch set up with my computer in my home studio but when I did my poetry livestream, the audio was cutting in and out – but not during the performance, I could only hear the technical issues after. It wasn’t an issue with my mic.

I don’t really know what I’m doing and I have a brain injury so when something goes wrong I get stuck and I don’t have anybody to help me. 😏

Unless I am selling you a product on Instagram, Insta has made sure I become obsolete.

“We believe they used automatic tools to scan”

Yup!!! No god damn privacy! We’ve moved into an actual Hitler state and 1984 is now but you can go get a free donut at Krispy Kreme for just obeying!!!!

It’s hip, it’s cool to peer pressure somebody into doing something that they don’t want to do or to steal someone else’s ideas and copy them!!! Bullying is okay because it’ll become a TikTok that has gone viral!

It’s no wonder all the good people like me are going unhinged and taking all you motherfuckers out!

I hope to watch the next shootout with a livestream at the next one with my little fucking cheerleading outfit and a goddamn stick on a pole cheerin the motherfuckers

Woo hoo you got another!!!!

The entire morning shift!!!!

Go you!!!!

And look at you not even messing with the fucking law, you didn’t even care about the cops, you knew cops were gonna take you out, you were going to get as much of the motherfuckers that pissed you off on the morning shift!!!

You are now my effing hero!!!

I’m going to start sensationalizing the fucking gun shooters!!!

Woo hoo yee hawwwww!!!!

1984 is now and I’ve been ridiculed and silenced by the same system I fought to protect!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thank you Twitch for having the little guy’s back!!!! I love you!!!!!!!

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